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lyrics
I want others to feel this pain
I'm addicted to self-loathing
Wishing everything died, including myself
Skin crawls as I drown in alcohol
I'm not well, so hollow
A hatred for happiness
Another serving of sorrow
Just let me forget
Throw it away, worry about it another day
I sit in the dark. I wait for the end
Life is hard. I tell you, my friend
Begging to draw that final breath
I couldn't find my place in this world
A linear path to suicide
Living the dream, you're living a lie
Born to struggle, give up and die
Withering away, engulfed in misery
A hatred for happiness
Another serving of sorrow
Another lost soul hoping for no tomorrow
Weigh me down with stones
Cast me out to sea
No need to struggle
I'm finally free
Smothered by the pillow of melancholy
No need to struggle
I'm finally free
All these years pass
But it never got easier
Drowning inside myself
Swallowing the worst in me
I'm addicted to self-loathing
Wishing everything died
Living the dream, you're living a lie
Born to struggle
Just give up and die
Withering away, engulfed in misery
Weigh me with stones
Cast out to sea
No need to struggle
I'm finally free
Smothered by the pillow of melancholy
No need to struggle
I'm finally free
Weigh me with stones
Cast out to sea
No need to struggle
I'm finally free
Smothered by the pillow of melancholy
No need to struggle
I'm finally free
Weigh me with stones
Cast me out to sea
No need to struggle
I'm finally free
Sat in the dark
Waiting for the end
Life is too hard, I tell you my friend
Weigh me with stones
Cast out to sea
No need to struggle
I'm finally free
credits
released December 29, 2023
Vocals: Austin Govier
Guitars: Luke Haarhoff & Rhys Anderson
Bass & Backing vocals: Steve Geary
Drums: Jonathan Salisbury
Mixed & Mastered by Jonathan Salisbury / Gargantua Sounds
The atmosphere of this album is fantastic. Makes you feel like you're knee-deep in the trenches drenched in mud, filth, sweat, and blood. Truly encapsulates the horrors of World War I, and the fact that the lyrics of some of the songs are taken from old war letters really adds to the authenticity.
Favorite Track(s): Die Feuertaufe, Grabenlieder edoerfler
possibly the most peak blackgaze instrumentals i have heard ever it really does project a visceral feeling onto you when you listen,, so goodf slugcorp
Tokyo band contrast black metal's brutal complexity with shoegaze's abyssal grandeur, resulting in an LP that feels crushing, yet infinite. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 24, 2022
J'espère qu'on me passera cette référence datée et de plutôt mauvais goût mais ce premier album éponyme d'Autonoesis me rappelle le portrait de la femme idéale brossé par Pascal dans Les Trois Frères (grosse référence, hein ?) : on a principalement du thrash metal exécuté à la perfection avec des solos de guitares incroyables qui s'enchaînent, avec une production et des thèmes du black metal atmosphérique (jusqu'à suivre la philosophie de tout faire seul) et du chant black metal. ET TOUT TIENT ! Jordan Vauvert